Amy Robb (24 years old) is a psychological graduate from Belfast, Northern Ireland.From the age of 13, Amy was a cousin, Melissa Thompson, makeup for the first time.After that, Amy felt her face a lot more beautiful when makeup and so she was "addicted" to it when she was not good.
"I think I look a lot more beautiful when makeup. My natural face is very pale and acne, so I tried to cover my face. I tried everything, from the wordThe cream comes to use high -dose tablets, such as Roaccutane acne medicine, but it doesn't seem to be helpful. ”
Amy is always haunted with her bare face, so she wears makeup at any time.
According to the Daily Mail, Amy often wakes up at 4:15 am to makeup before going to work.The most shocking thing is that her 5 -year -old boyfriend has never seen her girlfriend's bare face.
Amy never let her boyfriend see her "natural" skin even though they have been dating for 5 years and she even goes to sleep with a thick makeup on her face.After that, she woke up early to make the chalk again before her boyfriend saw it.
"I spent hours on makeup. It was an addiction. I couldn't stop.", Amy said.
Amy fell into a spiral of depression and makeup becoming a "protective blanket" to help her feel safer and more secure.She said:"I will not let anyone see myself without makeup. I will go to bed with the makeup on my face if my boyfriend sleeps back home.drifted and he would see my real face., tanned skin and makeup thoroughly. "
"I feel disgusting without makeup", "She said."My face is full of acne, so I feel like people will think that I am really ugly without the chalk layer and very uncomfortable with my own skin."
When taking the teenager, Amy also had to fight with eating disorders and mental anorexia.She was taken to the hospital at the age of 17 when weighed only 34kg, after she tried to commit suicide.
Amy said:"I don't know what made me anorexic or obsessed with makeup, but I remember I felt very depressed and dissatisfied with my way."
After two months at the Center for Anorexia in South Belfast, Amy finally gained weight.But the obsession with makeup continues.
She said:"I was very scared when I looked at myself without makeup, but if I finished makeup, I felt more confident than 100%."
Until 2016, after having to be hospitalized for mental treatment, Amy started to feel tired with the makeup every day without even knowing that she was much more beautiful with a bare face.
Amy images when applying makeup (left) and when the bare face (right).In fact, she was even more beautiful when she put her bare face.
Amy has abandoned his make -up habit.Amy's photo with a wooden face (right).
It is known that Amy and her boyfriend broke up in early 2017. The young girl set up a blog to share about what she had experienced.Through that, Amy wishes to be able to help those who share the same situation as themselves.
Amy explained:"I did not wear makeup for a long time in the hospital that there was something in me.Appreciating? 'All I want to be myself. And I don't wear makeup, I feel more comfortable.and freedom ".
Amy took photos with her mother (left).
Source: Daily Mail